Well a ton of stuff has been happening. I am just going to rant in here, no real topic. Just speaking my mind! So, later on after I got my hood periced of course I had to tell everyone I knew, and I really wnated to show them. Some didn't even want to see... like Star, he's such a weirdo. So, I took lots of pictures of it, and showed it around!! I still look on sties and meet people from it, because I'm an internet whore. I've met a few nice people, and some just often fuck buddies! Some come and some go. Like John, we hung around for a few months and had some good sex, now he's seeing someone so he doesn't think it's right to be talking to me anymore? Jeez, some people I just don't understand. Then there was Chad. Who is hot, and a really nice guy. I think it maybe my fault for him not talking to me anymore, because I had to go and fuck him, and also have a three-some with his buddy. Omg, was it ever good though! Chad is such a good fuck lol... Anyways, now he's not talking to me, I don't know why. Then, Jordan we actually became really good friends, he ended up liking me but I had to tell him that I didn't like him back, also his friends Joseph who I like as a good friend, then there was Tony, Kelly, and Jordan... Who I went over and partied with. Now Tony is mad at me for telling Jordan lol.

I've been up to Toronto once to have my first Biopsy at the Adult hospital. I felt it a lot because they don't even give you any sidation. It was a gorss feeling, I felt him picking at my heart.... Yeah, just imagine it. It doesn't feel very nice. And of course I still have some rejection so I couldn't get off my stupid prednasone. "BUT" Seems to the doctors that I no longer have Diabetes anymore!!!!! No more damn needles. I am so happy about that. Been free of needles for about a month now.

Our two kittens we saved for some kinda virus are doing fine, and they grown a ton!!! There is Bobby, and Boo. They are so cute. So, we now have three cats. On May 17th while I was with Jordan and Joseph... I bought two mice!!! I went back a few days later to get food and shavings, then couldn't help but buy one more!!!! Yes, I love mice. Finally found names for them. but I don't use them lol.

A few weeks ago, some random guy ended up adding me on MSN. I thought I knew were he came from, there is one site I am on, which I left my E-mail. The site I will not mention lol. Anyways he tryed talking to me a few times, and I never really cared to listen or fully read what he was saying, I would just insult him. Until one day, I don't know how it happen but he showed me a pic of BDSM... then I was like ohh that's aweosme, and was all intrested. (Yes, I am into BDSM...and more.) So, then I actually started to talk to him we talked about a few fetishes. So, now I knew he was from Toronto, four hours away from me, he's 26, and his names Jeff. Not long after on the weekend he actually came down to Toronto to met me! He was so cute!!! I mean, he IS SO CUTE!!! I just love him. Now, many of you may not understand this part. Since Jeff and I are both into the BDSM lifestyle, and he said I was worth going down for. That he wanted to collar me. "own" Of course I accpeted. Therefore spaking he is now my Master! I am now his whore.  It is long distance yes, but we speak to each other every day online and by phone. So, now I am also in a realationship. right now it's an Open-Realationship. I also found out he's Jewish!!! Now I can't help myself but make up jokes, you see because I am German. It's so funny I can't help myself. I'm going to be punished for it! He's coming up the weekend coming. I can't wait.

So, I finally did get my first tattoo on the 11th of June. I was with my little sister Tina. We went to Red Dragon around 1pm. I layed on the bed/table thing, and lifted up my pants showing were the stencil was put on. I wasn't nervouse at all, but I will admit it did hurt on some spots. Yes I will probably get another tattoo in the future. I love the one I have, it's on my right leg, and it's a black panther!!!

Me and my sister Tina took our driving course together, finally done the schooling part, which was really boring. And we now have our 10th hour left of driving until the real test. My test is allready booked on the 9th, which is also the day we are going up to Toronto... I have a feeling I'm going to fail, Tina says the same.

My older sister Lisa, came back from Eurpoe not long ago, she stayed home for one week, and left three days ago to Calgary with her boyfriend Al. She's moving there. She called today and said she was in Medicane hat. So, three hours away. I remeber going to Alberta, I really liked it there.

Around the time Lisa left, I been having a small fever on and off, and my throat hurts and stuff. My mom think it might be from my grandpa, who was in the hospital.... Just a week ago, I was around him at his mothers funeral....  Um.. Today this afternoon, My grandpa passed away. He was such a sweet guy. He was nice, and cared and liked everyone, everyone liked him, and I know we are all going to miss him. So, Some of the family came over to make the funeral arrngments. I didn't like some of the stories I was hearing from the people were taling about when they were in the hospital with him. I feel so bad for not going to see him, Not that I didn't want to... My mom wouldn't let me. Only because I'm immunosupressed. It says it my frist journal about my heart transplant. I do really feel bad though. Now my mom might make me go to the hospital tommorrow if I still have a fever, because "Toronto said any sign of a fever bring her in." ugh... I hate the fucking hospital.

So, it's been a rough time.

Happen on Monday June, 30th, 2008.

Finished wirting at 1:52am  Tuesday July. 1st, 2008. (Canada Day) 

By: Lynda Schutt

(Happy Canada Day)